Laying on bed thinking about everything I went tru. Having the person I have loved the most since I knew it n knowing that I can't go back to her like before.. Knowing that I can't fight her back cuz even if I would want to mean the world to her there are reasons in which I just can't say "hunny, everything will be alright"
Wishing I could just talk to her right this moment but then what am I gonna ask next? To see her? I can't.. I cant.. I can't.. Wondering what she is feeling, thinking, loving… Wish…