Ahhh… Like many things half the pleasure from purchasing things over the internet comes form the anticipation of receiving them. I have just this month attained my very own first credit card (yes I know pathetic for someone my age but student poverty blah blah) and In celebration I have done exactly what I feared I would with such a thing and spent way over my budget on music. Despite the grief this will inevitably cause me later I arise each morning with filled with a consumerist joy that I believe is compounded by a sense of guilt at my…