Hey everyone..
long time no see~
well, I was really busy during the last weeks
and I decided to slow down my activity in here~
but now I really had to make a new entry…
So, I think I was kinda forced to write a new entry,
to tell everyone that I'm okay so far ^^~
and to tell you about my feelings that changed
during the last weeks…
unn, it's really hard for me to write this down,
but I will try my best this time..

It was not long ago, when i wrote about being independent…
and I…

Hey everyone..
how are you today..
well I am great today..
the sun is shining and everyone seems to be happy..
right now I am listening to the remix albums of
ayumi hamasaki (浜崎あゆみ)
they are awesome..
and they make me smile and dance…
so now I am awaiting the new remix albums

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I am ready for a new beginning~
i will do my best to reach my dreams and make them come true!
I hope you will do like this too..~

see you

Hey everyone…
finally I'm back again ^^
and of course with some good messages ~

First of all, and that's kind of important to me…
ayumi hamasaki (浜崎あゆみ) will release a new single
called 「Mirrorcle World」…
the song is a uptempo song and it is
a full version of her song "Mirror" from
her latest album "GUILTY"
here is a short look at the lyrics:

現在のこんな未来を僕は想像してただろうか？
現在のこんな未来を君は想像してただろうか？

現在のこんな未来を僕は望んでいたのだろうか？
現在のこんな未来を君は望んでいたのだろうか？

始まりなのかって？
終焉なのかって？
諦めたのかって？
踏ん張ってんのかって？
開き直ったかって？
絶望したかって？
ただ前に進めと
あなたが言うんじゃない

© 浜崎あゆみ「Mirrorcle World」

I decided to do some kind of ayumi hamasaki "BEST LIST"…
that means I am putting all the tracks together
that I like the most~
TOP5 tracks for every album,
BEST POP / ROCK & BALLAD rank and some special
rankings aswell ^^~
so everyone…here you go~

STUDIO ALBUM RANKING

A Song For XX

1 A Song For XX
2 YOU
3 poker face
4 Depend on you
5 Trust

BEST POP | poker face
BEST ROCK | A Song For XX
BEST BALLAD | YOU

LOVEppears

1 Who...
2 appears
3 monochrome
4 WHATEVER
5 TO BE

BEST POP…

Well, everyone..
at the moment everything is kind of breaking down…
I'm ill today and really nothing is helping me
to get up again, so I have to fight against myself…
Trust me, it's really annoying…
For some reasons i feel some new energy
whenever I listen to a special song.
It's "I am…" by ayumi hamasaki…
I never thought this song could give me so much power,
but it defenitely is, right now…
So everyone, I want to share this song with
all of you~
and I hope my health will be back again~

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矛盾だらけの　こんな私でも
許されますか　教えてよ…

Well, I'm completely back again now.
So, ただいま…
unn~ at the moment I'm all right…
I was ill but now it's okay again~

So…I returned to where i came from…
that means..
I had a period during which I didn't hear any songs of
ayumi hamasaki…
but right now I returned to her music~
( ^ _ ^ )
and, there's one song that is expressing my feelings
right now..
it's "Who…"~

So let's see, 'caus I'm in school right now
my time today is limited…
I am going to a concert today too…
so…I will report about that afterwards……

Well, today is a great day.
The weather turned well again and we had some fun too.
I realized one really important thing today.
There is no reason to give up.
You are never alone, so there's always
someone who supports you and who helps you out,
even if it's a hard situation, never stop fighting
and doing your best.
So I keep looking forward, not trying to
look back anymore, and I really want to fight
for tommorow, yes, I will do my best.
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だからもう一度思い出してる
君とのあの約束
簡単には諦めないって誓った

Born To Be free あの日から
夢は続いている

Born To Be free いつの日も…

So everyone..
hello again~
as the weather report tod us, the weather
gone bad today…
the sky is filled with grey clouds and
it's really cold outside.
To be honest, this was one of the reasons
why my energy got lost somehow…
At the moment I have to study harder,
caus there will be some tests during the next week,
but I don't think I will stop writing in this blog.
At the moment I am just thinking about
the last days…
it was really awesome…but everyone
let's make the best out of this.
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We're free to go anywhere…

Hey Everybody..
well I just returned from school…
and of course, today the sun was shining again.
We had so much fun.
We laughed and smiled again.
Now, when I look outside the window,
I can see a wonderful slowly developping
sunset…
the colors are truely amazing…
high up in the sky there is a sark blue,
going down to light blue,
which is turning to bright orange and orange…
it's really awesome…
So everyone..
hurry up and look outside, so
we can share this wonderful sky together… ( ^ _ ^ )
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今、空の色マジやべぇぴょん！！！！！

上から順に、青→水色→グリーン→黄色→紫、そんでビル群の真上は濃紺になってるの～～～～きゃ(／＼)！ ！！！！
みんな早く、見てみて～～～～～♪

浜崎あゆみのＭｅｓｓａｇｅ#206「きゃぁ～∈^0^∋」

Aaaah~
that's really awesome…
I really was hoping that the weather
won't turn bad today…
and somebody wanted me to have fun again.
You can't imagine this..
it's february but the sun is shining
just like in summer~ ( ^ _ ^ )
I want to chill in the sun and just
relax…
I have japanese class this evening,
but even this makes me smile…
come on everyone,
let's smile together~
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ねぇ今もうまくは生きれないよ
そんなに器用な僕じゃないんだ
ねぇだけどひとつだけ言えるとしたら
これからも胸を張ってこの道を行くさ

飛び方忘れた鳥はいつか
もう一度はばたけるだろう
僕が歩き出せたように

© 浜崎あゆみ「winding road」