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godschariots
Well, I'm doing okay but overall 2015 was such a rough year for me. Although I certainly feel much better than I did a few months ago. :) What have you been up to btw? May I ask you what are your recent music discoveries?
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funkdoctor76
It' beautiful having music by your side. It's one of the most universal healing medicines. Music and art is a whole different world. It's like a vacation, where you don't think about the other world. It's blissful, especially when you discover new sounds or art pieces. Even an album cover art has that feeling that hits your soul. Sometimes I don't wanna leave that world. What do you feel passionate about?
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funkdoctor76
Nah, I didn't get it yet. I have to fill out the paperwork and what have you. Other than that, I'm doing good. I have no complaints. I try to find a positive in my day, no matter how small the moment or how bad of a day it was because that always trumps anything that's bad. I know how you feel too. Feeling like you're in this hole and it feels so challenging to dig out. The hardest part is when feeling kicked down while trying to get out, especially by people who you thought you could count on and dealing with all of these so called promises that things would happen. It has that vulnerability feel to it. It's gonna get harder as things progresses. A thing I wish I should have done was figure out what I wanted to do, when I was younger, then I feel like things would have been different. If I would you, I would go out there, take some chances and see what happens because when you're in that mindset, you have a feeling like you don't have anything to lose anyway.
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funkdoctor76
Hi there! It's been a while huh? Congrats on graduating. That's wonderful news and I'm happy for you. I'm glad that you had a wonderful holiday too with your mom and your sister. I bet it was fun. As for me, I'm doing good. Trying to stay positive throughout everything. It's hard sometimes. Not too long ago, I graduated also. I went back to school for the nursing program and now I have to get certified for the state and that process of finding a gig but who knows what will happen. It's a tough economy out there and things can change. Do I think the world is going to end? It feels like it sometimes. The mind of the modern human is not healthy right now. It feels more like burnout than anything else. A part of me feels like we haven't seen the worst of it yet but I always have that hope carried inside me that tells me things will be alright. Things like that keep me going.
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funkdoctor76
By the way Happy 2014 to you. I hope this year will bring a lot of joy and happiness and good fortune. How was your Christmas?
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funkdoctor76
No apologies necessary. I've been AWOL too. I haven't really gotten back to a lot of my shoutboxes. A lot of things have been going on with me the last few months. A lot of changes and what have you. Mainly for the better and to add to that I had computer issues and had to use the library's PC for almost a year. They don't really like for people to be on there for a long period of time. At least I don't have to worry about that anymore and now I'm on my own time, so now I'm just getting back on to my shoutboxes. It's been a minute since I talked to you last. How are things going with you? I hope school is going well for you?
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HappyAmputee
Relaxed yet? I have three days off, so I'm happy about that. Eh, she won't get past Royals, it's a curse. She has other good songs, but people won't listen. Ah, sexual frustration is one of the worst, and the eating is the depression kicking in. I finally got my internet back on, so i get to watch my shows and movies! Plus, i bought a ds yesterday, not the one i wanted, but i'm going to get the one i wanted this Friday. So all is good. Yes, I've heard them before. i seem to like Holy Ghost more than Yeasayer. Did you like the song? I'm getting fed, as for fucked, It's more my friends and i are all touchy feely with each other. Which is cool.
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HappyAmputee
I guess, i don't know, but my soon to be future career is slowing falling into place. Thanks. Haha, yeah, I'm slowly realizing that. Well you're probably unmotivated because it's something you don't really want to do. Same as your love life, you probably don't seem all that interested... Haha you would think it gets better, but sometimes it doesn't, lets hope it does in your case. Me too, you can't escape the song Roylas. It's literally on every station. Jocelyn Alice "So Groovy". Oh, well if you need help, i can help, I'm some what of a pyromaniac. Shhh, don't tell anyone. Sober and sane? It that at all possible?
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HappyAmputee
Haha. or maybe i was just the only one who thought that...True i guess after seeing him in Labyrinth, you would have to be curious. You and me both, these are stressful times indeed. Haha, i think it can, but it could look up. Is it a seasonal job? You don't need to emerge from nothing! Emerge is still my dance jam! I've been getting into Lorde lately, her song Royal has caught my ear for a bit. Also the target song "I think it's so groove now that people are finally getting together" is a nice tune. I prefer it to the original. Uhm, i met my friend mikes boyfriend, he was pretty cool. We're going out this this weekend with some other work buddies. Been going out a lot more often lately. Got promoted. That's it i guess. Haha, yeah. i've been obsessed with live action Yaio for a while now. so, that explains the kissing gifs. Going to a Dir En Grey concert in about 2 weeks! You? Anything new?
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HappyAmputee
Eh, they're okay. Finance is always a problem. So did any opportunities pop up? That's true. Haha, same here, i still get those looks from some of the people i work with, but i think that's part of my likeness towards the people i consider my friends i work with. Lucky, i need to get some more new/old music. I've been too lazy lately. Anything you can recommend? I've seen it, and don't know how i feel about David Bowie penis flopping up and down. I guess it seemed angry, to me.
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ThirstLight
Thanks for added me :) www.facebook.com/thirst.light http://twitter.com/thirstlight1
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bruthanature
I couldn't agree with you more man. all is well on this end. I'm due to see some good live music is all but will fix that with my upcoming move. Any new artist you are really into as of lately?
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funkdoctor76
I did "My Doorbell" by The White Stripes. I just finished a couple of jazz pieces: Naima by John Coltrane and Straight No Chaser by Monk and right now I'm learning The Girl from Impanema and Hot Fun in the Summertime. Along with playing a lot of my vinyls and CD's and doing some writing to see what I can come up with. It's starting to be a real creative time for me right now and I'm really happy being in that world with not a lot of hangups.
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funkdoctor76
I'm really sorry that I haven't gotten back to you lately. It's been too busy around here. I didn't have the time that I wanted to come on here. How are you doing? Getting back to not having the time to build relationships because of work and classes, sometimes it's better that way because you can just concentrate on you and what you think is best for you and not worry about accommadating too many people. Also, education is always important. It's like a track meet when it comes to juggling class and relationships but the name of the game is to be ahead of the pack you know? When you concentrate exclusively on your needs, it's a hard thing to either not build relationships or try to keep in steady contact with the closest to you or just cut people out completely but in the end you have to do what you have to do to make sure your life is right and that you are happy and striving for what you want. Right now in piano, I'm doing various compositions. I'm doing a lot of Beatles...
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HappyAmputee
Seem to be amputated more often lately...Stressed? About what? Yeah, i had that same problem, but it will work out once you start weeding them out. Get your gardening skills down. Easier to get of people just by observing them first. That's why I'm a fan of people watching. Eh, work will always be crap, until i do what i want to do. Uh, it was the same as every year, i saw uninteresting fireworks. You? Oh, i got a new niece, y sister gave birth a few weeks ago, she is so little! Uhm, haven't found any new music, but i did see some movies. The A.B.C's of Death was pretty good.
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HappyAmputee
Uhg, i've been spending too much money on videogames! Me too, work is consuming so much of my time that I'm afraid i will be stuck there forever. Honestly I can't even remember what i did. How ya been?
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bruthanature
What's going on my friend. Yes still some what green to the site. But I'm all about the music so I'm sure I will figure it out ok. thanks for leaving me a shout.
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HappyAmputee
Yeah, it is. I'm actually good at saving money. Well one of the persons got fired. Though i liked her, she was funny. Oh, and another one too, but I'm glad she is gone. Haha, all you can do is complain, nothing much else you can really do. Hope justice will avail, though. Me too, so far my plan is going accordingly. Going out the eat today with my brother and one of my bosses, (one that i actually like) for my birthday. Should be fun.
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funkdoctor76
You're welcome. Anytime. I like to help out my friends and the family I could count on the most. Thank u for those compliments. It used to bother me a whole lot, to the point where I felt like crap for the rest of my day because things weren't happening and I kept thinking about it. I was like, I'm not gonna let my life stop. I'm getting up there and I have to keep fighting and keep doing me and let the chips fall where they may. I can't live my life through regrets. You live and you learn you know? It will happen. I don't know when but it will happen. I always have that in the back of my mind. That's one of life's surprises, even though I'm not hip to surprises I could make an exception. I'm taking piano classes. I've been taking it for almost 3 years and it keeps me going. It's like a vacation from the real world for me. I enjoy it a whole lot. It keeps me happy and something I love to do because I love the art and I just want to keep developing and keep getting better at it.
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funkdoctor76
Oh Wow! It seems like those professors aren't playing huh? I guess that's their way of keeping you on your toes. It happens though. Sometimes it feels like you did everything to prepare and study the right info but at the end it feels like you overprepared. Don't worry about it. There's always the next one. You'll be back. Que Sera Sera. Well, I kind of look at meeting potential mates as job interviews. You go in there and it feels overwhelming because really you don't know what to expect, plus there's that added pressure to do so well and make an impression. I think the main thing is, and it's something I'm learning is that you have to have that mindset to say "This is mine and no one is gonna take this from me." I think we have to have that "nothing to lose" mindset and just go in there and not overthink it. Just build that confidence gradually and when you feel thnigs flowing, it's like clockwork from there, without comprising your beliefs and integrity and going outside the realm.
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HappyAmputee
You can do it! Horrible, but I've been watching a lot more movies and shows. I need to stop spending my money, i need to save up for a car. Work has so much drama going on, hopefully people get fired and the drama goes away. But i doubt it. Thanks. You? What's new?
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funkdoctor76
I think we singles think instant relationship instead of building relationships because of our environement and what we see. Don't worry about being single. Just concentrate on you and do whatever what makes you happy inside and out. Don't worry about outside influences because some aren't there to help u anyway. Just believe in u and not think about time. Enjoy and appreciate the now and like Sly Stone said Que Sera Sera. Whatever Happens, Happens. As far as flirting goes, I'm not really an expert on that. I've been on a slump too probably the worst batting average in the league. The best advice I could give is be honest about the way you feel about the guy and that you want to spend time and get to know him better. Just go slow and take things bit by bit and don't expect anything. Let things flow and see what happens from there. If doesn't work out, have that mindset that it's not the end. Just go on with your day and time will tell u when the one will come around.
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funkdoctor76
You're right about time going by fast. It's overwhelming at times. I can't believe it's almost April. It sounds like you had some fun too with your sister and you caught the sweet tooth too. I love me some cupcakes. Huge all around chocolate lover. Sprinkles too with Vanilla or Fudge. Love Duncan Hines. Believe me I know the feeling of being single. It does feel lonely at times especially around V-Day and just everyday life when you see couples or watch TV or go to the movies. One of the advantages of being single is that you get to learn a lot about yourself. For me, I learned that I was single all of these years because I wasn't mentally ready for a relationship because the love I wanted to give wasn't gonna be there because of my inner issues I've been trying to deal with. Once I learned more about myself, through time and faith and belief and great support, I decided to set those doubts free and work on myself and do me and not worry about stuff that I can't control.
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funkdoctor76
Oh wow! Thank u so much. My birthday was yesterday and I had a blast. I couldn't ask for anything more to celebrate 30. I'm blessed and truly happy to see another day as much as seeing another b-day. It's cool that you're meeting new people and building relationships. Opening up to people takes some time to do. It's just one of those things that you have to take time and feel people out then you could choose to build relationships and build trust in the process. The main thing to do is trust your heart, your instincts and your feelings. School wears you at times but the main thing is getting plenty of rest. Easy said than done I know but it's one of those things we take for granted when given the oppourtunity. Even if it's a couple of hours of rest it still helps. How did u do on your quiz? I know what u mean though. Organizing can be a pain at times. I have that issue at times when I clutter my life but it helps to keep drilling it then it's like an automatic go from there on out.
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HappyAmputee
Sounds great. Nice relaxation? Haha, it's cool. You can always take your time. Just hope you aren't watching something NSFW...Crazed look in the eyes, and a beard, and wielding a giant bloody axe! (Minus the bloody axe). They've been married for quite a while now. They actually seem kind of perfect for each other. Hm, there is this one guy and girl, and yes, everyone seems to be kind. Even the manager guy i told you about. He started being nicer to me, i think it's because he heard me say that i didn't like him. I didn't know he was behind the counter. Believe me, a guy wouldn't reject a girl if she wanted to kiss them. You never know, you might be good in a band. I want to start a band too, but i know i wouldn't have time for that. I'm thinking of quitting video games, because i have no time for those as well, anymore.
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HappyAmputee
Haha, same here. Ah, and how is your spring break so far? I've been a puppet the past few weeks. Coping? With music. My shirt that i ordered came in today, which i was excited for all of 2 seconds. You have to right to complain, you shouldn't have to settle for just anything. Hm, not really, there is one guy, but he is already married, to a female body builder. He looks like a serial killer, but he is one of the nicest people you will ever meet. Kissing is nice, I'm thinking of just kissing people from work, i don't think they will mind. Oh, yes, i like Morcheeba, They are a very good trip-hop band. Didn't know they had a new single though. I shall check it out. Just heard it. It was good, the beat was chill. Yeah, their sound seems to be really consistent. Just heard Yeasayer, an d i like what I've heard so far.
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funkdoctor76
How's school going? Life has been good. I have my moments too where I'm not in the best of moods and question some things but I have no complaints. You appreciate a lot of things when time passes by. I'm at a transition too in my life, especially since I'm turning 30 in a few weeks where I'm starting not to worry about much anymore. I'm not gonna let it halt my life and stop me from what I'm here for so I said that I'm just gonna do me and whatever happens, happens. I have to have more patience and faith that things will fall into place for me. Until then I'm just gonna appreciate what I have right now and go on and enjoy my life. I didn't do anything special on Valentine's Day. I pretty much ordered a pizza from Little Caesar's and just chilled with my mom and just ate and ate and ate. The Italian Cheesy Breadsticks they have are good. Valentine's Day is not really for me. It makes single people like me feel like crap. How about you? Did you do anything for Valentine's Day?
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funkdoctor76
I'm glad to hear that you just let all of the hot air just breeze by because in the end their opinions of you don't matter. More than likely they don't know you like that. It comes a point in time when people say the heck with it. I'm gonna do me and make me happy but we don't try to get too selfish, if necessary because we would do whatever we can to those who derserve it. I don't have too many friends. My circle is small but I'm real content with that because I have people I can trust and people I can count on and would love me and value me for who I am regardless. I learned that you don't need a bunch of people and I learned through lessons what the real meaning of a friend is all about. Don't worry, days are gonna get better for you. Just have faith and belief in yourself and know that you have a purpose and that you're worth every second and that you have a lot to say and to offer. I feel that from the time I known you that you have a lot of value to offer.
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funkdoctor76
You shouldn't worry about those people that don't value who you are because they are like dead weight in some cases or have their own insecure issues they have to deal with. They're not even worth it if they don't value you as a person. I hear what you're saying too about treading your words carefully because that's how I am too. It's like you don't want to play your hand all at once. It's one of those things where you like to build things brick by brick you know? I get excited too at certain events like when I watch the Celtics or get passionate when I watch some of the political shows. I think that's just the nature of us introverts. We just get excited at the right times. I'm glad that you had fun at the Kendrick Lamar concert. You deserve that break and just let loose and have fun. I would suggest to bring someone though to certain events like a concert. Not just for the company but to have someone watch your back. It's just too crazy of a world out there.
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funkdoctor76
That's it. You have to get your inner and outer self in place because it's real important to take care of yourself and get your life's compass set. A healthy body = A healthy mind. In the end not everyone will like you regardless but you could always love yourself first. Like Mary J. said Take You As You Are or have nothing at all. I learned that the hard way. It doesn't pay to invest yourself emotionally in everyone because not everyone is there to have your best interests at heart. That includes family and friends, unfortunately. I'm very shy and quiet because that's how I am but I'm like that because I like to be on scout mode. Once you get to know a person then get comfortable after a while then you could reveal yourself bit by bit. Time is the essence. I think I'm gonna do something special. My mind is so unpredictable. I don't know what I have in store. I could plan one thing and change it the next but I have to do something big for the Big 3-0. That 's guaranteed.
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HappyAmputee
You thought that too? So i'm not the only one. I remember when i first heard it. I had gooses all over my body. It's one of those songs that cools me down on a hot day. Along with the hole Becoming X album. Genuine? Well i try, haha...Yeah, your music taste seems eclectic, which is cool. The music world is too big for you to listen to one genre. Oh my goodness, i used to do that in high school, and it would work wonders. Though for some reason i stopped. I should start doing it again. Oh yes, she is amazing, she has a cute asian/french accent! And yes, she is very mod. I also forgot about andymori, i love every one of their songs. If you have any new discoveries, please throw them at me, I'm always looking for new music. Oh, and another one i just discovered a few days ago is Offspring are Blank by Dirty Projectors.
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HappyAmputee
It totally is. That was the soundtrack for my 17 year old self. Was i the only one who thought the album was sleazy, in a good way? Yeah, she was perfect for that sounds and vibe. Too bad that the other band members didn't like her. Yeah, that is a good song, i have all her solo songs. My favorite from her is The Savages. Oh, well okay then. What was so bad about it? I just don't get why he doesn't like me, it's not like i ever did anything to him. He doesn't even know me. I actually don't mind them talking behind my back. That way what they about me would come back to my ears, and i can confront them and give them a beat down. I suppose, but he is on vacation for 2 weeks, so I'm glad. Yeah, it's nice. Just found out that Fernando is quitting. Monday is his last day, so I'm making rice krispie treats for the truck team. I'm going to miss him, he was cool, and i was getting used to him. Uhm, heautractive?
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funkdoctor76
You know my best friend and I were talking about this. We were like man time went by fast didn't it? Yesterday we were in middle school now we're getting up there. I still can't believe it went by fast. Sometimes it feels so surreal that I'm turning 30 but i have no complaints. I'm blessed and I'm truly happy.
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funkdoctor76
Exactly. Even us young people don't really pay attention to our health early. We think that we're invincible like in Marvel comics.We think that we could eat anything and not worry about the consequences later. I'm guilty of that too but I learned that you have to set yourself up now and be way ahead in the game as opposed to catching up when it's too late. I think it's really important to take care of yourself first. You have to find what fulfills you and what you are passionate about. Use that and build on from there. It feels like decisions come and flow so easily. I know exactly how you feel. I wanted to do everything I can to please people and worried about how I would be looked at and I tried to be nice even though some wouldn't give me that back.Then I was like the heck with it. I don't care anymore as long as I do me because in the end I'm driving regardless of any outside influences. That comes with time and figuring yourself out.
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HappyAmputee
Oh yeah, and Fernando, he is cool, because he said i can use his Best Buy discount, haha. Ahhh, can you please don't ever use the word sexy again? I hate that word. But you are welcome, If only i could thank them for saving my life. Haha, we both have the same urges. [url=http://www.last.fm/music/%E8%91%A3%E4%BD%B3%E4%BD%B3/_/I+want+to+write+songs+about+how+we+walked+in+the+snow?ac=i+want+to+write+songs+about+how]Been obsessed with this song as well.[/url]
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HappyAmputee
I see you've been listening to Sneaker Pimps lately. Becoming X is such a great album. Really? Anything interesting? Well that's good. Slowly but surely. Haha, yeah you shouldn't let little things like that get to you, it only ages you faster. Haha, yeah, too many people at once is just too much for me. I mean it would be better if i could listen to my own music, but i can't. I have no idea what Publix is. Uh, well I've kind of been obsessed with the band AndyMori lately. I discovered them not too long ago. Uhm not really. I consider all my co-workers as acquaintances. Except for one chick. She is pretty cool, she makes me less nervous. There is a guy who seems to be cool, but i don't think he likes me very much. I know my manager or assistant manager, or 2nd manager or whatever kind of manager he is doesn't like me. Every time he says my name, it's like it leaves a bad taste in his mouth. It's like dude, you don't need to tell me hi. But he just seems like one of those bitchy gays.
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funkdoctor76
I'm really glad that you are doing really well in school. Try not to overwhelm yourself with the tasks in front of you. It just makes things more jumbled and you can tire out easily. I think you should just take one task at a time and plan and organize it and just let things happen. Hmmm...My plans and resolutions would be to start eating more fruits and vegetables. Healthy food=healthy mind frame. Especially since I'm turning 30 this year, I have to be really mindful on what I eat because it would be really hard to think healthy late in the game and try to catch up. I just want to be better each day as a person. I'm not perfect, no one is but I want to do the best that I can. Just make good decisions that can help me in the long run whether it's career or relationships or what have you. Do you have any plans or resolutions for this year?
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HappyAmputee
Ah, life changes like that are good. How is ti going for you? You being nice to yourself? Haha exactly. It's draining putting on a fake smile for everyone. It's even affecting my work. I feel like I've gotten colder instead of making progress. Well kick you schools ass back! Really? I haven't scrobbled from the radio in forever, so i didn't notice. But yeah, that is a crappy thing for Last.fm to do. How can we discover new music if we have to pay for it? hope all is well for you now.
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HappyAmputee
Thanks. My Christmas was pretty much the same. Though we held Christmas day at our house, so all the family came over. I wasn't allowed to go to my room until everyone left. Which sucked. Didn't want to see them. Yeah, and other peoples intentions are not of the right mind. You just got to hope for the best and that things turn out good. I think god and gods were created to keep people in line, and have control freaks stay in control. School. always a nice escape. Uh, new years resolution? Not really i don't do those since i know i can't keep them. You?
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funkdoctor76
Happy 2013 and beyond 2 U 2. Go Heat? They're tough. I think it's between them, my Celtics and I hate to say it because I'm a Celtics fan, the Knicks too in the East. I'm glad you had a great holiday. It's the best way to spend it. Relaxing and chillin with the fam. Play it cool and simple. That's what I usually do. I'm definitely looking forward to 2013. I just have a feeling about this year. It's gonna be a great year. Year of changes. That's the beautiful thing about starting the new year. You could throw away 2012, the mindset and setbacks and all and start 2013 with a fresh slate. It's like cleansing everything out from last year. The more older I get, it seems like things just get clearer and clearer. How about you? Are you looking forward to the new year? By the way how's school?
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